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【DVH-428】中出しインターナショナルINロス

Source global Wall Street Journal     time 2020-02-29 13:58:58
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【DVH-428】中出しインターナショナルINロス �


Daylightbegantoforsakethered-room;itwaspastfouro'clock,andthebecloudedafternoonwastendingtodreartwilight.Iheardtherainstillbeatingcontinuouslyonthestaircasewindow,andthewindhowlinginthegrovebehindthehall;Igrewbydegreescoldasastone,andthenmycouragesank.Myhabitualmoodofhumiliation,self-doubt,forlorndepression,felldampontheembersofmydecayingire.AllsaidIwaswicked,andperhapsImightbeso;whatthoughthadIbeenbutjustconceivingofstarvingmyselftodeath?Thatcertainlywasacrime:andwasIfittodie?OrwasthevaultunderthechancelofGatesheadChurchaninvitingbourne?InsuchvaultIhadbeentolddidMr.Reedlieburied;andledbythisthoughttorecallhisidea,Idweltonitwithgatheringdread.Icouldnotrememberhim;butIknewthathewasmyownuncle-mymother'sbrother-thathehadtakenmewhenaparentlessinfanttohishouse;andthatinhislastmomentshehadrequiredapromiseofMrs.Reedthatshewouldrearandmaintainmeasoneofherownchildren.Mrs.Reedprobablyconsideredshehadkeptthispromise;andsoshehad,Idaresay,aswellashernaturewouldpermither;buthowcouldshereallylikeaninterlopernotofherrace,andunconnectedwithher,afterherhusband'sdeath,byanytie?Itmusthavebeenmostirksometofindherselfboundbyahard-wrungpledgetostandinthesteadofaparenttoastrangechildshecouldnotlove,andtoseeanuncongenialalienpermanentlyintrudedonherownfamilygroup.

Iwasgladofit:Ineverlikedlongwalks,especiallyonchillyafternoons:dreadfultomewasthecominghomeintherawtwilight,withnippedfingersandtoes,andaheartsaddenedbythechidingsofBessie,thenurse,andhumbledbytheconsciousnessofmyphysicalinferioritytoEliza,John,andGeorgianaReed.

Ireturnedtothewindowandfetcheditthence.

THEREwasnopossibilityoftakingawalkthatday.Wehadbeenwandering,indeed,intheleaflessshrubberyanhourinthemorning;butsincedinner(Mrs.Reed,whentherewasnocompany,dinedearly)thecoldwinterwindhadbroughtwithitcloudssosombre,andarainsopenetrating,thatfurtheroutdoorexercisewasnowoutofthequestion.

Thetwoshipsbecalmedonatorpidsea,Ibelievedtobemarinephantoms.

'AndyououghtnottothinkyourselfonanequalitywiththeMissesReedandMasterReed,becauseMissiskindlyallowsyoutobebroughtupwiththem.Theywillhaveagreatdealofmoney,andyouwillhavenone:itisyourplacetobehumble,andtotrytomakeyourselfagreeabletothem.'

'MissEyre,areyouill?'saidBessie.

Ididso,notatfirstawarewhatwashisintention;butwhenIsawhimliftandpoisethebookandstandinacttohurlit,Iinstinctivelystartedasidewithacryofalarm:notsoonenough,however;thevolumewasflung,ithitme,andIfell,strikingmyheadagainstthedoorandcuttingit.Thecutbled,thepainwassharp:myterrorhadpasseditsclimax;otherfeelingssucceeded.

Mr.Reedhadbeendeadnineyears:itwasinthischamberhebreathedhislast;herehelayinstate;hencehiscoffinwasbornebytheundertaker'smen;and,sincethatday,asenseofdrearyconsecrationhadguardeditfromfrequentintrusion.


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